i feel so hollow.

one more step and i could fall away.

if it happened would it matter?

i can't tell if i should go or stay.

this painted picture feels so hollow.

how can anybody know whats best for me?

another page i turn in shame.

my decisions brought me to my knees.

and i needed some of faith.

i feel so hollow.

i feel so hollow.

time to do whats best for me.

once upon a time in broken dreams.

reflections that i can't face.

so hold your breath and make a wish for me.

take me to a better place.

time always seems to be passing by.

it never waits for me.

if i could do it one more time.

i feel so hollow. . . .

carli

'Ed

fuck it

carli xoxo

yay!!   i got a job at the KOA today making $ 5.50 an hour so i'm happy now i'm gonna have alot more money

and i'm gonna save up and buy a motorola  "razr"   the most pimp shit phone out there today and its gonna be sweet   price is $364.99  and i have to save up

oh well i still want the phone

and i'm gonna hope fully take carli to the movies oh yea lol

its not fer sure yet  tho

xoxo  carlene

'Ed

well today i had an ortho apptointment it was ok 

and then i went to shoe carnival and got myself some new chucks they are fuckin sweet

that all i have to say

carlene is the most awesomest awsome person ever XOXO

'Ed

ok here  it goes

i officially apologize to all the 8th graders and their familys about the things i said i had no intention in carrying out the actions that i previously stated.

if those girls stay off my site i will stay off their sites.

sincerely ,

Ed Gross

i just sounded like a bitch there 

but i don't care

 when police got involved i new it went to far so i'm sorry

carli xoxo

'Ed

this song is for u carlene